Hihi!! Back to blogging again =)

Haha.. just realized that I didn’t blog something impt yesterday, so I shall continue today la.. ok.. this is a story of a girl n boy la. Both of them are my friends. Well.. the story goes…

Girl n boy was in love with each other. They loved each other very much and their life was definitely very sweet together.

One day.. something turned out ugly between them. The boy was forced to choose btwn the girl and their love, or a friendship. After much quarrels and storm, the boy decided to choose friendship. The girl was of cos devastated, because she knew he loved her still and she loved him still, but why cant the guy just agree to be together. The quarrels and hurt tire her out, and all the piling up misunderstandings was there just to make sure the relationship doesn’t get back anymore. But the girl still loved him deeply, while there was no news of the guy still liking her. And also, the guy did spread some news of that he didn’t like the girl anymore. Definitely she was extremely sad and her mood was almost all time low, but as the both of them always hang around the same gang, they still got to see each other frequently and feelings were often sweet and bitter at the same time. This lasted for near to 3 years. (mind u, 3 years is DAMN long ok.) though the girl still strongly believed that the boy still like her, and couldn’t understand why must the guy do this to her.(whether is it the girl is too stubborn to accept harsh facts or is it that her sixth sense is accurate)

One day, the girl has an admirer. The admirer was someone no one could have disliked at all, and definitely the girl did have some feelings for him before. So they got together, and the boy wished her good luck in the relationship. A few days later, the boy finally confessed to the girl, that actually he still like her a lot. But he felt that he was not good enough for that girl, so he decided to give other excuses to refuse the girl and he sincerely blessed the girl happiness with the admirer (currently her bf). So, this is the end of the supposedly perfect love story. Since they first got together, many people have thought that the two of them were made for one another and envied their love so much.. And when they left each other, everyone felt sad too. But anyways… I’m going to conclude the whole story already…

The morale of the story is… if a girl chooses “you” to be together with, she feels that u are the best for her. By saying, “I’m not good enough for you…” is definitely not a valid reason. If she chooses you, it means that she thinks you are the best choice, the perfect future husband to love and take care of her. And the guy should definitely feel confident, because love nourishes both parties and make them radiant and happy. So, when a choice to leave each other IS to be made, the only reason should be that feelings have faded.

Look at this in another perspective, using the story as above. If only that guy did tell her his true and deepest feelings at that point of time, they could have solved this problem and saved their perfect love and lasted forever. Even if the boy doesn’t turn back, at least they tried to salvage and could leave each other with no regrets, rather then leaving so much unhappy memories and misunderstandings behind... But the boy chose to give her up and running away, it’s making both parties suffer. Now isn’t this sad? They could have a choice to be happy forever… but… now everything is too late. The girl is happy with her current boyfriend, and now the boy has to suffer alone. Doesn’t seem at all worth it, don’t you think so? So, love is a choice. Totally a choice. The worse thing is..it’s dependent on one’s decision.. not both. If one side decides to give up, the other party have no choice at all………

Well.. this is a true story. hmmm… the boy is my buddy and the girl is one of my best friends. Well buddy… dun feel so sad k.. who tell u not to cherish her la! Goondu sami… “-_-… haiz.. anyway.. I wish u good luck in your future love life k. and to the girl.. wish u’ll be happy eternally la! => haha.. the admirer is a good guy lor… don’t let go okie? Haha n dun worry so much la.. just go for it.. too much hesitation is bad de lor : > anyways… there are much much more reasons for you to smile already!! Right? Nxt time go to school oso wun be sianified le rite => haha… do take care…

Anyways, today is a longgg day in the library.. haiz.. really need to focus more on studies already la.. and hor.. I don’t know why.. but I keep feeling anxious the whole day.. the feeling is absolutely sianified lor.. and.. it carries a lot of guilty feelings too.. which I dunno originate from where lor.. sighs.. the feeling is kind of similar to the type of feeling where u know tmr there will be lots of compulsory homework to be handed in, and u know it’s already 11 pm yet you didn’t touch your homework or notebook at all to see what homework or tests u’ve got… or that it’s 8 pm at nite and u just realize tmr there is this physics test (the subj I’m lousiest at..”-_-), and the topics tested are all the chapters you have studied for in sec 3( when u are in sec 4) sigh… those hateful butterflies… please find a way out of my stomach soon.. the feeling’s not enjoyable at all… sian.

Haiz.. but after blogging.. I feel much better. But I know the feeling will be back again at night.

BAD Feeling says: “I will be back!!”

Gosh. I’m mad I suppose.

Bye..